For my mom..........!!!!!!!!

Dear Mummy,

Mom, you must be feeling that what made me write this letter to you on this simple day. Yes I will call it simple day because there is nothing very important happening or going to happen in these days, but, I feel I don't want to wait for any such occasion to write to you and say what all I aways wanted to tell you. In fact, today I want to say all what I did not say when I was suppose to say it, sometimes because I did not understand the importance of what all you did for me and sometimes when I understood everything but had no words to appreciate you or just to say a "Thank you mummy !!" , mom sometimes I purposely did not say thanks because it required much much more then just a THANKS .

Sometimes it was not easy to understand what you wanted to explain, what all you wanted me to understand so that I could lead a better life than what I had but, may be it was because I was too young to understand. But, I appreciate you for each and everything you did for me this includes the most important and I should say the most precious thing you did for me and that is you were not only my mom but my dearest and closest friend I ever had in my entire life till now. You treated my like a friend and advised me like a mother and that's the only reason why I am so successful and most important I am so happy in my life, yes I am happy and you know why, all because of those recent things that happened to me and the way you supported me in each and every tough situation in life which I think you must have understood by now and know the reason why I did not mention in this letter, Its only because when it is a past it has to be forgotten.

Well, this was something very recent. But, I still remember those small mischives that I use to do and make you angry but trust me mom today it really makes me feel laugh and feel so proud that I have such a loving and caring mom. Hey, do you remember I was so crazy about your cosmetic items when I was in my Kinder Garden. It was so difficult for you to find new places always and hide them from me, but still I was smart enough to find them.....hahaahahha !!!! You know mom why was I so crazy about your cosmetic items ? It was because I wanted to be like you, whenever I use to see you using them I use to feel that If I apply this even I will be like you, because I always wanted to be like you Mummy...!!!!!! never found anyone more beautiful and charming then you. For me my mom was most beautiful, charming and yes "very cute" this is what I keep telling you all the time (very cute) because when my eyes look at you is not only the outer beauty but also the inner beauty of yours, the affection and care that you keep showering on me till date and which is very very precious to me than any other thing on this planet.

I agree I was not always an obedient child and sometimes was too stubborn but, there is only one word that I have to say for this "SORRY", sorry for all what I did against your wish. I know I am trying to be very kind towards myself by just saying sorry for all those time when I hurt you but the reason for just saying sorry is that I do not want to repeat my mistakes what I did when I argued with you for a wrong reason. But, trust me mom there was never an intention to hurt you, whenever we had a difference of opinion I might have ignored your opinion and must have moved forward but there was always a guilt feeling later in my heart.

Mummy do you know what I still miss the most? I remember those days when you used to embrace me in your arms while returning back from school, those moments will never come in my life again . I wish I could be so small today also and can enjoy the same kind of love and affection from you in that particular way. But I guess life has to move on and some of these moments can never be repeated but can be only cherished for the entire life. But, mom as I grew older I got a lovely and most important is that I got a most reliable friend with whom I can share everything which bothered me in my life, and you gave me the most successful solutions for each and every complicated problem of my life.

I think this letter of mine is too short to express my feelings towards you but still I feel I am happy that I got a chance to tell you all what I wanted to tell you my dearest Mom. I know I am trying to be little selfish but there is one more and probably last wish of mine to you and that is keep loving me the same way you did till today and support me always for the rest of my life. Correct me whenever I am wrong but, always be with me, I need your support for each and everything that I do in my life and once again thanks for everything.

Your loving daughter,

Vidhi......

When I met someone.....................

I was walking alone on a silent road one evening and suddenly he came in front of me and said " Hi !!! How r u ?........" , he was a stranger for me I said, " Who r u ? I don't know you........." he said, " Yes, that's the biggest regret of my life that u don't know me, you know everyone who is close to you but u don't know me ........" and I interrupted in between " excuse me..........I think there is some misunderstanding from your side I am very sure that I don't know you and I have have never met you before any day in my life, so, excuse me plzzzzzz.........."

but he did not stop, he again started as if he did not hear anything what I said.



" Do you want me to prove it, I challenge you that I know you better than you know yourself...dear I know you since you were in your kinder Garden, I always wished to play with you but you never asked me.....I still remember how beautiful and charming you use to look in your pink colour school uniform ............." and I was completely shocked that time "hey Mr. plz stop this non sense OK ............. you think by saying all this you will impress me, I don't entertain all this, plz stop all this and move away from here"



He was still smiling and said " you still don't believe me, I know and I don't blame you for this because it was always me who noticed you but u never noticed me anytime, you were always so busy with your own friends and your family that u never got that much of time to notice that someone is so concerned about u and cares for you than anyone else in this world. I was always there with you in your each and every happy and sad moments of your life, how can I forget that day when you scored highest in your college in 12th board and you were feeling so happy so satisfied as it was a dream come true for you, I had seen you working extremely hard and I should say you actually deserved it what u had received. Believe me I was very happy for you."



"Are you a CID officer or something ?????? or a professional romeo ???? who finds out everything about a girl and then tries to impress her using this type of polite and attractive language.........", I said. " hahhahahaha, I know how difficult you are and that's what makes you so special and different among those other girls." he said.



" OK fine, u claim that you know me since my childhood and about each and every precious moments of my life. So now tell me why it took so many years for you to come and tell me, if you really cared for me you would have come at that time itself............." but he interrupted in between " I always wanted to be close to you, always wanted to be your best friend but you never noticed me, whenever you were in need of someone you approached your friends your family but never me. I consoled myself that your happiness is more important than anything. But now I feel that I should tell you everything, then it is up to you whether you believe it or not .........."



"Do you still feel that I will trust you........." I said, but, somewhere in the corner of my heart even I wanted to trust him I don't know why but even though I was talking rudely to him I wanted to know more about him. I think it was because of all that he said so confidently. But I never showed this feeling on my face and he instantly said " You just pretending that you don't trust me .........but you have got many questions about me in your mind right ? don't hesitate ask me whatever you feel like asking ." and he smiled.



I was shocked " hey do u even read people's mind ? are you an astrologer or someone ?" I said. He said " Dear I said I know you...................I know what you think, what you like,what you dislike etc etc .........that's the reason why I claim so confidently."Then I smiled and I asked him "OK tell me your name" , he said, My name is ......................."



















tring tring..............tring tring............ It was my mobile that was ringing '" hello Vidhi, where r u, I hope you are still not sleeping we need to be in time today at college mid term results are going to be declared yaad hai na...........ke bhul gai ..........", and I was smiling , I felt, I still wanted to be in that dream world but then it was disappeared I had lost that moment forever and a drop of tear came out of my eyes !!!!!!!

Dreams................

We all dream don't we ??????? and most of us dream almost everyday, everyone has their own dreams but the most exciting part in our dreams is it changes as per the different stages of your life..............our dreams are actually our priorities which changes at every different stages of life.

When I was a kid my dream was to have a house made of chocolates, a garden full of lolly pops and everything made out of that sweet yummy choc late.........wow !!!! it sounds so innocent........ so cute right ?.........because that is what a childhood is, not only for me but for everyone......its all about fun and enjoyment at that stage dreams have got nothing to do with real life, but, things change gradually, then it all comes for marks, degrees,
standing first in class, preparing for all the competitions etc etc.

But till now there is one thing that I have noticed, Its only our dreams who can make us successful or a failure in our life, suppose if we had no dreams in our life ............ then there would be no hard work no ambitions nothing !!!!!!!!! life would have been nowhere guys !!!!!!!!!!! Our dreams are our motivators they motivate us to reach at a height in our life, to achieve success, to achieve fame,money and everything else in life.

Well this was all about when we dream about something and we assume about getting the same in return. But, what about those dream that we cannot full fill any day in our life, don't we have those broken dreams still somewhere in any corner of our heart guys. Even though they are broken they are so capable that they can make you cry, aren't they ???? but there is hardly anything that we can do about it right ???????

But its all part and parcel of our life which we need to accept and move forward in our life . :)


Vidhi

ahhhhhhhh I cannot forget this !!!!!!!!!

This is gonna b one of the most memorable event of my life..........................its sometimes so funny to b STUPID.............seriously i mean it. People tend to find out jokes frm stories and all other stuffs but u know wat ?? fun is acctually present in our daily routine life, we should be smart enough to find it out................well i think this was a lill overdose of philosophy.........sorry guys :)

Lets talk abt the main story now.............. some dayz before i got a privelage to insure a "pilot" let me inform all my frnds who come frm a non insurance background that to insure a pilot is next to impossible bcz no company is ready to take risk by insuring avaition people...........but as u all know i m Born lucky in such matters........people in this industry from last 5 or 6 yrs did not get this chance but I got it in just 6 monhts !!!!!!!!

But...............its gonna b against all rules and regulations if I complete the assigned task without creating any blunders in it ...............u know na i m that type of a person jo galatiyaan kar kar ke seekhta hai !!!!!!!!! ;)
and the guy was soo sweet (pilot) that he had a complete faith on me ( definately he had a regret fot it later !!!!!!!!!!! LOL..........)

So the fun begains now..................I did all the formalities with him and subbmitted all the documents and was very happy abt the experience I got..........................but.....................there i got a ring frm my operations dept and the lady on the opposite side said......." Vidhi, u have subbmitted a case of Mr. XYZ Singh (sorry can reveal the name ) on xyz Date but the application is Rejected bcz he has mention that he is involved in criminal activities ................................" MY GOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was like wat the hell r u speaking ????????? R u in your senses ??????????????????? Have u lost it ?????????????????????

and again that female on the opposite side said " yes Vidhi there was an option below "R U INVOLVED IN ANY CRIMINAL ACTIVITIES ? Y/N and the ans marked is Y ....................did u fill up the form on customers behalf ????????? GOd ................i was like ...........and frankly speaking it was me who filled up the form and it was 100% my mistake but cant reveal this in front of the operations people................god I know how much effort I had to put to convience the operations people to take the case forward ..................

BUT......................that was not the end unfortunately.............afet 2 dayz i again got a call frm the operations dept " Vidhi srry we cannot take this case forward because..........in the mandatory answerable questions ur customer has mentioned NO OF HOURS TRAVELLED = 420 NO OF ACCIDENTS COMMITTED = 420....................
hellllllllllllllllllllllll it was a hell for me , my boss was not ready to help me (bcz he was too new to the organisation and had no idea abt how the pilot case works ) my bad luck :( ...................................again I had to go back and convince the ops people and do all the formalities again.......and this time I had kept my fingures crossed ................ things went smoothly for some dayz ................even I was busy wid my routine stuff and again afer some dayz i got a call............this time it was my faithfull customer MR Pilot himself................." Vidhi !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAT IS THIS ?????????????? WHAT THE HELL HAVE I RECEIVED ??????
........................"
i said " wat happend sir ?" he said " these documents say that the nominee is my "son in law" what the hell is this I wanted to make my SON nominee ............ I want my money back.........................

AND GUESS WAT I SAID ?????????????







" SORRY SIR I M NO MORE ASSOCIATED WITH THIS COMPANY ........................"
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my baby steps

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